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The Acceptance.

I forget about it, when I wear my heels and  party, I forget about it, when I wake up once or twice to feed my baby I forget about it, when I go  up & down the stairs a million times I forget about it, when I sit in front of the butsudaan and pray I forget about it, when everyone treats me like I don't have  it I forget about it, when a I take a selfie and  smile at the camera. But, I can't forget  about it,when my leg is numb and I don't know how to make it better I can't  forget about it, when my body is in pain and I have no energy to lift up my finger I can't forget about it, when sitting and praying seems so difficult I can't forget about it, when tears flow down my cheeks knowing I can't undo it I can't forget about it, when I have to explain this indescribable feeling I can't forget about it, when I stand in front of the mirror, knowing I am fighting an invisible disease. But, I will never forget what